♥ Thursday, June 3, 2010
SPACED OUT
This space is getting dusty. This space is getting crowded with unnecessary attentions. This space is getting old.
I'm moving to a different space soon and please, if you were to find it (which I know you will), keep on reading if you're capable of not judging.
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 10:46 AM
♥ Thursday, April 29, 2010
I NEED A HOLIDAY!
How time flies, it's already the second last day of April. It's gonna be May in 2 days and the next thing we know, it's gonna be year end once again.
The start of the second quarter has not been as good as the first. My honeymoon period is coming to an end and I did not hit my target last month and this month, I'm really hoping for a miracle to happen.
As days go by, I'm getting really suffocated at home! The kids are growing and they have more things and SHE IS STILL NOT MOVING!!! I'm hoping to get a cheap rental somewhere.
I'm tired mentally and emotionally. I need a holiday! Bandung seems to be tempting for some reasons. I want to go back to Krabi but I don't wish to reminisce unnecessarily.
I miss partying and being carefree. I miss being with my girlfriends in full strength. I miss the good old days! Girls, let's plan for a girls' night out soon please! Alternatively, a short getaway would be great too because I really need to be out of the country...
Labels: 2010, sombre
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 5:45 PM
♥ Friday, April 23, 2010
PLEASE BE IN MY DREAMS
An old friend cum colleague has just lost his dad. Like mine, his dad passed on at the age of 63 - just like our prophet.
Reading his updated FB statuses every now and then, it's clear that my friend is missing his father already and it has been barely a week I think. I feel him! I really do!
Just last week, I cried myself to sleep because I was looking at Abah's picture. At this moment, I'm crying again! I am missing him very much - no words can explain. I can't even look at his picture or talk about him without tearing.
I want him in my dreams. I want to feel him in my dreams. I want to talk to him in my dreams.
It's the 12th year this year and I'm missing him more and more each day that it hurts!
The saying 'Time Will Heal The Pain' definitely does apply here as I'm still feeling the hurt till today. In fact, it gets worse each time..
Labels: Abah, family, MY life
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 1:21 AM
♥ Wednesday, April 14, 2010
BAD MORNING!!!
I hate it when the I have a bad start of the day! Any day, I am NOT looking forward to a bad start because I feel that if it's a bad start, the whole day will be ruined!
I'm supposed to be at work but I'm at home now, on my bed facing the laptop instead of the desktop in my office. Simply because my morning has been ruined!!!
I woke up as usual today. Showered, checked my phone and got an sms reply that was sent last night! It was NOT a pleasant sms of course! One sms after another and I was already contemplating if I should go to work or not. Time was already 740am and I was still busy sms-ing!
Went back to the loo because the stomach ached, did my business, came out and ready to get dressed just to realise that my pants is missing!!! Tried to wear something else but I'm just too fat to fit into anything now!
This is why I hate to start the day badly because when one thing is screwed, there will always be another thing that will follow suit and having a room that is damn messy is not helping either!
I need to get new wardrobes soon!!! Money, come fall from the sky now!
In the meantime, today, I'm gonna hate everything - as said in the images below!
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 9:17 AM
♥ Sunday, April 11, 2010
WHEN HER EGO IS BIGGER THAN HER LOVE!
I was told that I have a solid heart.
I saw it with my own eyes that I've hurt my loved one.
No tears from my eyes but I promise you that I will break that stone and be that girl I used to be many, many years ago. A girl with more emotions and less ego.
I would not want to lose a gem. I'll change and actions definitely speak louder than words. For you Suhaizan Dahlan, are the best amongst the rest!
Give me a chance, will you please?
Labels: i screw up, relationships
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 10:21 PM
♥ Saturday, April 3, 2010
MARCH HIGHLIGHTS
It was supposed to be an All-Girls trip but after a few 'unforeseen circumstances', it became a short getaway for 2 couples. Radia, Vijay, Izan and I went to Batam in mid March and all I can say is that Batam has changed a lot since the last time I went there - about a year and a half ago.
They sell much nicer clothes now. Izan and I will definitely go back there again. Soon I hope!
Anyway, it was a nice weekend. A weekend which Izan and I really bonded. So bonded that I could not resist him! LOL!
The following weekend, Izan and I had another double date session. This time, it was with Nikki and Alop. I finally managed to eat the most-talked about Buffalo wings. We went to the one in Seletar and chose Level 4 because one of us is not really into spicy food. You'll figure who I'm referring to in awhile.
To me, I think the food there are overly priced and nothing great about the taste.
Nevertheless, we all had a good time especially after this:
Just too bad that we could not have a proper double date. Damn those windows!
Another March highlight was when I made 3 of my rugrats modelled for my pre-loved clothes. It was yet another quality time with the 3 girls and despite the fact that they perspired like they had ran 10km, I know they had fun too!
Labels: getaway, MY life
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 12:47 AM
♥ Monday, March 29, 2010
THE EXCESS BAGGAGE
At this age, when you meet someone be it the same or the opposite sex, more often than not that person will have an excess baggage in their packages.
Even I have a package which consists of an excess baggage. Aside from the never-ending mood swings, I have the title of bekas tunang orang. Wait! That's not an excess baggage - that's a title of an item which comes in a package. My package! Excess baggage would be if we had gotten the house we applied for. Thank GOD our application didn't go through! Really thankful for that. It would be such a hassle!
Excess baggage comes in all kinds of shapes, sizes, things, humans and even animals. Yes! Animals. A friend of mine fell in love with this wonderful guy who had adopted a dog with his former girlfriend. The dog was his excess baggage for a period of time. It was also a link for him to communicate with his former girlfriend. Though it was all clean, I'm damn sure my friend wasn't comfortable about it but of course to the guy, it's nothing to be uncomfortable about because that's how usually guys think! That excess baggage lasted for about 4 months and they're still happily in love.
My divorced cousin, married her 2nd husband who was single and so eligible then. Her excess baggage was her 3 sons! Again, that's not really an excess baggage. It's more of a package. Simply because the 3 sons were in no way a link for her to communicate with her former husband. It would have been if the roles were reversed and her husband needs to give alimony every month. Now, that would be a never-ending excess baggage!!!
So Dear Readers, do you get the definition of an excess baggage already? Something tangible that is linked to your past that is!
As mentioned, it has become quite common these days for us to be dating humans with an excess baggage/baggages. We just have to accept that fact if the package looks promising. However, there will be times when certain things we are just no comfortable of and about. The best solution is to talk to our partners.
Dear Partners, if you do get a whine or two or even countless whines about your partners' being uncomfortable with your very own excess baggage, please take those words into account and please do not provoke.
It's not ego. It's jealousy and insecurity. Okay, maybe a little bit of ego but still, please do understand us.
It will mean a lot and it will avoid lots of unnecessary arguments and sulkings...
Labels: MY thoughts, relationships
Things happen for a reason
Blogged @ 10:15 PM
